Was my life just a bad dream
or did I lose my reality?
You ruined it all, now heal me

As I may still have the chance to be free

Robbed of every emotion

My life's a $#&@ing infection
Since all I had and loved seems disappeard
not getting back what I lost is my biggest fear


In every moment, in every instant... your violence surrounds me
In every moment, in every instant... your violence is inside of me


18 years...


It's been so long but I survived
Stuck in hole for a lifetime
I wondered if I was alive

Although it's over I still feel

In every moment, in every instant... your violence surrounds me

In every moment, in every instant... your violence is inside of me

And now I'm free in the prison of my memories

but I'll never know what I'd have become