[verse#1]
The years have gone by
and i still think of u.

Couldnt sleep at night,
I was just thinking what to do.
All i wanted was to see that u cared,

but wen the time was right,
U were never there.
Tonight i saw u and i knew this day would come,

I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb.

[verse #2]

look at me looking better than u ever did
i wanna show u something that i know we never had
even tho i tried i couldnt walk away

couldnt say things i really had to say to you ..anymore
but im trying not try... anymore.
trying not to try.


[verse#3]
been waitin for this moment for too long

and i want it so bad but i know its wrong
why cant u feel the way i do for u
why do i keep holding on..


Trying.... Im trying not to try
Trying...Im trying not to try