(Verse 1)

I am (x3) the type of ^!$$% that'll go insane I am (x3) Donovan James you

know my name aint playing no games aint smoking no trees mess around and
I'll sell your leaves cuz they was confiscated from you to me best believe
it's a demon in me something you can't see holding me captive and won't let

me free I'm stuck in this place if you get in my face no matter your height
or even your race you might be my first murder case so for instance keep
your distance if you wanna live your life with no $$#istance I'm a problem

that can't be solved refuse to dissolve won't wash away my anger evolved
I'm tired of being broke I'm tired of being poor landlord knocking on my
door I'm sleeping on the floor my stomach want more waking up every day is

a daily chore so I may be a psycho saving on Geico that's a lie so that's a
typo aiming the rifle at my rival kill or be killed that's the rules to
survival I'm trying to stay alive and its getting too hard prostitute

yourself or get a link card living off of welfare Obama don't care just pay
your taxes do your share 8.25 minimum wage I can't progress working on this
stage 8.25 minimum wage I can't progress working on this stage.


(Chorus)


I am words I am speaking I never heard my conclusion I am strong I am
leaving I never knew I'd feel the dead so



(Verse 2)


I am (x3) a disgrace to myself can't look my in the face I am (x3) stuck in
depression I'm such a big waste tossin and turning in my sleep dreaming
about defeat I can't take it away I used to live with a thief so what that

means I'm not too keen on letting things go if you really didn't know like
casein moving too slow until I snub my toe everybody wanna pick on my nappy
fro, but that goes to show even the strongest break I'm just keeping it

real I refused to be fake I used to push girls away unless you wanna get
played now I'm bound in the place wishing somebody would've stayed, but now
it's too late I can't even get a date I've become the person everybody

loves to hate or maybe lied to do you feel like I do? have I hit rock
bottom 8x2 I am not that crazy or is it true what I'm capable of and what
I'll do to you talking to myself thinking I need help just want you to go

through the pain I felt and hold it together like a belt try to win the
game with the cards you dealt no I'm not perfect this is me never changed
myself during history no I'm not perfect this is me never changed myself

during history now you know who I am if you don't give a damn you can just
flag me a virus spam now you know who I am if you don't give a damn you can
just flag me as virus spam.