[ hook ]
If you knew I was dying, would it change you?
If you knew I was dying, would it change?

If you knew I was dying, would it change you?
If you knew I was dying, would it change?


[ verse 1 ]
Lately it feels like I don't got a lot to give
That's probably because I don't got a life live

This ain't real life, I don't know what it is
I swear to god it's like I got a gun to my head
Cmon ^!$$%, pull the trigger split my wig

A martyr don't mean %#@! until he's $#&@in' dead
A pen or the sword, I'm still seein' red
And when I'm gone, just remember what I did

Remember how I lived, remember how I fought
Think about this verse with every single thought
Think about the greater life that I always sought

Relief was never caught, success was never got
I spent my whole life lookin' at the $#&@in' top
I spent my whole life tied to this one spot

Now it all comes down to this one drop
And all I hear is this song and a gunshot


[ hook ]
If you knew I was dying, would it change you?
If you knew I was dying, would it change?

If you knew I was dying, would it change you?
If you knew I was dying, would it change?


[ verse 2]

I got some demons, and I swear they $#&@in' schemin'

They always plottin', even while I'm $#&@in' dreamin'
The tables turned, and these ^!$$%s still feastin'
Settin' fire to rain, am I still breathin'?

My breath deepens, eyes close, show weakness
I'm speechless, and I can't hear the preachin'
The door cracked, ^!$$%s -- all black

They're fiendin' for my life, it's somethin' that I lack
These ^!$$%s on attack, no use in fightin' back
They got the gun aimed, they got it drawn back

My life flashes back, I'm rappin' on this track
They took my father's life, I want my brother back
My cousin slingin' dope, my homie smokin' crack

The gun is to my head, it ain't no turnin' back
A bullet always sound the same, that's a $#&@ing fact
Did I ever change you? Just remember that.