No witness
No judges
Nobody saw this struggle


So peaceful
So quiet

Such pain inside our bodies

We've found witness

Found judges
We've found time to deny it
But try to deny it

We've never said goodbye

(Heavens know if that time was real just in my mind)


No warning
So sudden

My heart was cold like frozen tree

Your heart was

Denying
You've ever loved me like you have


Though things we did together
Are wrapped in hollow doeful years
Don't try to deny it

We've never said goodbye

Listen

All the time that I've been missing love
That really was just bunch of silly teenage noise
I must have been crazy out of mind

And I only regret regretting
You $#&@ed up my mind up and down and you know it
Probably still enjoy it (*##$

Ha-ha-ha always laughing like a twat
Well we'll see who's gonna laugh at last
I've been through horror

I've been weeping wrapped in dirty sheets
With no hope for seeing tomorrow bright and clean
Without the sorrow of not being loved

By some egocentric moron
And yeah I'm fine time passes you're in %#@!
That's not my problem I don't really care

The only thing that bothers me after all is
Are you even $#&@ing sorry


Are you even $#&@ing sorry'

(Heavens know if that time was real just in my mind)