What happens if were separated?
What happens if I let go?
There's no reason to think like that


But using that warmth to support my heart
Together, we plunged searching into the darkness


Even though I have you beside me,
For some reason,I can't hear your voice.


Why did I turn my eyes away?
After all.

Your hand I was
Holding.
No longer was it human.


The Expansive.
Was just as it were.

So this what they call
Necrofantasia


t's not like my life was threatened or anything vital taken away.
It's not like my body was thoroughly raped or violated.
It's not like my mind was overwhelmingly $$#aulted or controlled.

It's not like my being was perverted or inverted or broken.
There was nothing that ever bound me, nothing else existed from the start.


But, I could not take my eyes away.
But, I could not stop my feet.
But, I could not move my arms.

But, I could not $#&@ my heart.

I just stared at, as if nothing else existed.


I walk one step, and I'm visiting a shrine
I continue two steps, and I'm spirited away

I tread three steps, and I'm playing god
I arrive with four steps, and


I knew that now, I could never turn back.

From the very moment I set eyes on this beautiful world,

I must have been born anew.

How wonderful!

How lovely!
How pleasant!
How warm!


Near unattainable ecstacy, in an invisible form, dives into me.


Incredibly cruel,
Incredibly beautiful.
So that I may clutch to my chest, this dream that will not end.


I will live together with this beautiful world.


Not my former name
Not where I once belonged
More than anything not even my precious friend.


After all I found something far more precious than all of that together.


I am not afraid of anything.
There's nothing at all to fear.
This is My Wish isn't it



Whatever small doubts I had were crushed together with my feelings off into nowhere.

I will live together with this beautiful world.