(Verse 1)
facing myself, not a enemy, your head is the victim of this misery
your heart is hostile, cause you lose traction of control

death is embedded, wasn't willing to sell my soul
no protection, is a killing spree, the best of my ability right now
is barely breathe, price of my bargains, are rarely cheap

around your area is where i wont be found or seen
begging for help, thoughts unstable, knotted up, im not able
to approach in a proper form, get me a doctor, set me up a morgue

every days a challenge, somehow i make it work
still balanced on the unhappy charts, talent let me fly like a falcon
how am i gonna know who i am, when i have no clue who you are


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(Verse 2)
im not sick, beyond fed up, swallowed a bottle of Tylenol
wont bet ill let up, laugh at it, ill shoot the automatic at my head

just to see your reaction when im dead
this generation has ran me crazy
but maybe its strange to clarify me changing

still pace floors, hear knocks at doors, cause the drugs ive done
this feeling is no fun, im concealing it real well though
id rather shatter your dreams, then my tailbone, a selfish kid

a titanium bar, and you forced the bend, loyal from the start
these choices aren't hard, maybe impolite and harsh
don't have a choice, cant heal these scars

in vision my voice, my words are on point
hatred stuck in me like a bullet, avoiding love to the fullest


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(Verse 3)

lets be truthful, am i useful, or useless
using these excuses to bruise heads, a nuisance
does as he pleases, and when he needs %#@!

he does everything needed to retrieve it
but every time i try, im caught up from the same pitt
that one guy, known as all red

i wanna grow and make a change
but how you gonna move with no space
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here i go, its all my fault, talking to myself, staring down the wall



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