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im not searching for a worthless life

your only perfect if you always tried
if i die im still living
cause ill comeback and haunt you as resurrection


(Verse 1)
im young and feel strung out already

self esteem low and the world is so heavy
cats got my tongue emotions draw sketchy
suicidal thoughts, damn im so deadly

a crowd of people ask me why i have no patience
you know you dont live forever, so stop waiting
im aggravated with the generation god got me placed in

took and tolerated, look and see no escaping death
nothing in my heart but hatred left, im inconsiderate
ima piece of %#@!, people look at me

the American idiot, its all about money
who has it and who dont have it
the crowd will point your broke $$# out, he stuttered a line

laugh now
i spit real, y'all spit foul, here grab the mic describe your life
dont tell me how many $#&@ing hoes you $#&@ed tonight

"no, but i got everything i like"
(*##$, wat a $#&@ing lie, you ever tried to survive
get a job but it aint going right

developed anxiety, grew up deprived
making nasty songs, unhappy not happy at all
picking fights at home, and you've thrown the past away

its the present and its so much to say
but till this day i pray god shows me positive, regardless
of wat Ive seen opposite

im above all these $#&@ers, im not as sick
sometimes rap don't make sense to me
bullets shoot through me, the crowds booing

what the $#&@ am i doing, im losing
its all fun and games till i hear competition mentioned
that's when i show respect, but no affection

i oded 3 times didn't succeed
so obviously theirs a reason for me to breathe
$#&@ Indiana, $#&@ a $#&@ing camera

fame stay away, cannot stand ya
never show love or hold trust, cause in the end
its gonna get you butt-$#&@ed


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(Verse 2)
how am i gonna be the one you look down among

you $#&@ up %#@! to
but im the one you frown upon
you need a pack your bags and run a marathon

i never wanna visualize unless your air is gone
if i see you in public, you best have a bodyguard
so the law can lay another charge

Ive been to nice to predictable !@$)gots
who rap but dont know wat rap is
every time you spit, its %#@! of you babbling

claiming you back but we wish you quit and had
a cardiovascular attack suffocated
and fell on your mother $#&@ing $$#

i love the environment they caught me up in
blood stains, rage, and pain i inflict
another thing about life is, never plan ahead

you over-think and wish death
you wanna stick through my bull %#@!, so be it
dont get pissed (*##$ when you catch me cheating

you can stay, but im $#&@ing leaving
if i say i love you, i dont mean it
unless your #~!!@ needs ^&@#$

if you give me any diseases
hands will go around your throat squeezing
screaming see (*##$, i warned you

my biggest problem is, my daddy's broking condom
i wish he never spit
cause i gotta alotta thoughts running through my head
calling quits
"hey guys im up from piss i slipped in"

no im not i slipped in piss again
critics set me as a low standard
bout to start a killing spree and spread like cancer
dont ask me what i stand for, i run rap game as the landlord
my life was $#&@ed, right?

but how to make it worth living is the major question
my dad hit me so much to handicap to stay up guessing
and ever since school Ive been tested
now i confess aggression
if you dont die, ill kill the nurse so you for sure wont live

then you'll get your throat slit, and receive this
die die (*##$, die die (*##$

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