(Intro)
i feel like im the only one going through this
just why, why am i here? you know

these mother $#&@ing questions we ask ourselves
why? why this? why is my mother $#&@ing mind doing this to me


(Chorus)
(x2)


(Verse 1)
these wars in this house, always arguments
and i feel like im the one starting them

i need to get out, i need to find a new place
and i can't stand how the truth taste
why you gotta $#&@ing do that to me Dad

your $#&@ing lucky, i aint gonna sock you back
i love you regardless of the situation
i don't wanna sit and think our love is changing

our relationship in the past, was hatred and anger
you where a stranger
now you wanna build strength between us two

i don't get it, the meaning to this is no clue
too late to change, suddenly you flew through
lend me a hand, i don't know what to do

because its blank, fill the spot, im so confused
ignore my remarks, when i'd spoke to you


(Chorus)
(x2)


(Verse 2)
i $#&@ing needed help, you where never there
you thought i was better if you'd disappear

still im scared to even talk to you, when i walk past you
its a cautious mood, is that right, when its your fault
Moms got your back and side, ive thought and cried about it

wanting arrangement between us, still i doubt it
always shouting, over something $#&@ing simple
im the man, still i defend all my sisters, you'd chew me out

your a mother $#&@ing quitter, it tasted bitter
when you shook Mom and hit her, many times
why do i live and give so many tries, do you gotta answer

or you not willing to talk, life is light supose' to be light
but you make mine dark
makes me stop and await my out da-da-da-da-dated heart


(Chorus)
(x2)


(Verse 3)
i don't want nothing to do with you

you might be sharp, but im bulletproof (x4)

(Chorus)

(x2)

(Outro)

and y'all wonder why i am the $#&@ing way i $#&@ing am