Incarcerated by my fear, paranoia
I'm condemned to live a wretched life
Confinement in a sterile world isolation

Disconjunction with society
Boiling my food to exhume the parasites
Diet infectious

Water flowing through, filters for distilling
Organisms infesting
Oxygen tanks, a breathing apparatus

Perpetuates vitality
Beleaguered by repulsion of defilement
Functional disorder of the mind

Obsessive aberration of absolute purity
Neurotic compulsion
Accursed affliction

Gnawing lamentation
Deteriorating intellect
Distortion of perception

Self proclaimed diagnosis
Drastic resolution
Self prescribe a red hot slug

White knuckle pistol grip
Load the chamber, hammer @@#!ed
Jam the barrel in my mouth

Need a reprieve from my misery
Unrelenting anxiety
All ask is one final plea

.44 caliber brain surgery... surgery
[Leads Sykes, Reilly]
Purgatorial euphorium

Banish my affliction
Lead forged entry wound, exempting me from
Melancholic psychosis

Cybernetic annihilation
Finally set me free
Released from my coma, denied death's crushing jaws

Prolonged tortured existence
Informed by physicians, an amateur lobotomy
Deprived of an autopsy

Psychotic abortion
Grey matter negated
Premeditated remedy

Procedure of extremity
Thought I had a master plan
.44 in my hand

Assassination was my goal
Polluted filthy world a loathe
Suicide with no success

Abolished my obsessiveness
Propelled the cure emphatically
Change convictions radically

Practising without a degree
.44 caliber brain surgery