I stare at the paper it's black and white
The lines are empty I don't know what to write

So many thoughts that I need to get out
It's quiet here but inside I shout
I close my eyes leave the world outside

I take a trip to the depths of my mind
To find a sollution to the same old why
This great depression I can't deny

It's stuck on me like a second skin
The truth is I could never win
Living in sin has caught up on me

I'm paying the prize with this agony
I'm a proud man they say that I'm strong
But my heart is heavy and my hope is gone

I close my eyes I want some peace
All I want is to disappear


How much more can I take
Dear god just give me a break
How much more can I take

Dear god just give me a break

I'm lying awake I can't fall asleep

I try to figure out why I feel like %#@!
I cannot take it if you see me cry
Mutha$#&@az I just wanna die

I light another ciggarett let myself go
The smoke surrounds me from my head to my toe
You ask me what's wrong, what can I say

If you got time I got plenty to say
I can't get the s word outta my head
Most of the time I wish I was dead

Cause everytime I reach out for a helping hand
Nobody hears, nobody gives a damn
Didn't choose this didn't want this life

Now I'm here so I gotta make it right
You want the secret to my survival
Mutha$#&@az, I'm suicidal


How much more can I take
Dear god just give me a break

How much more can I take
Dear god just give me a break


How much more can I take
Dear god just give me a break
How much more can I take

Dear god just give me a break