More enlightened in shades
For a moment of time I would trade
One more day that I prayed no answer

One more time with you its romantic
Know its just me but yo I'll still chance it
Here on your every word Im still hanging

Yeah, on the tip of my tongue
I wanna ask you and did in these songs that I sung like
I know it was wrong

But within these lines is where it did belong I know
Its too good to be true but I fell still
How I feel I was caught in a raw deal

Cos feelings lie sometimes, like
Unsure I feel inside, might
Just go and speak my mind

Pride stops me a battle between heart and mind
Cant decide and so I'll sit back
Debate how I got this curse and how to lift that

Yeah, now my hearts just spilling out
Got to rethink how Im living now


(chorus)
Cos I'll drive myself crazy
Thinking I could hold you maybe

If I pull myself together
And stop thinking you can save me
Baby I know

Gotta burn this thought to ashes
Looking through rose tinted glasses (x2)


That are steamed up living this dream but hurting
Try and not think of you its not working
Dont feel secure Im uncertain

Close this chapter in the dark, curtains
Wish that I could but Im learning, still
I think as I knock another pill going down I light up

The tenth cigarette on these lips
Heads in the clouds feel a crack as my teeth grit
%#@!, another moment Ive wasted

Too concerned of all the smiles on their faces
My misery is tasted its bitter
Unlike with the cigs Im a quitter

Im not sure why Im emphasising you
Know it wouldnt work so in theory Im trying to do
Some %#@! thats already, a lost cause

Step back take a moment, paused
Reconnect with reality later
Now I will capture this moment on paper

Now my heart just spilling out
Got to rethink how Im feeling now


(chorus til end)