Emotion, evolves how a night goes
At the back of the club I'll lie low
At a place where the lights low

Head for the door cos I want a smoke
Surrounded by heads on a pull mission
Feel anxious, feel different

Head for a wall where theres nobody
Souls bare I dont want to see no body
Drunk chat I dont drink leave me alone

Typical act like Im on the phone
Texting, reading through them
Glares going round not me youre fooling

The realisation on the way in
To go for a smoke got to pay in
Fight myself for the money

Pay with my last bit of pride take this from me

Bright lights, big city clubs

What a night, booze and drugs
Got their inhibitions on a new low
Thats why Im never where you go

Low, alone at a bar like
Drinking !@%!e and not wine
Not beer, sober, alive

Still dead to the world outside
Within dark spaces lights will brighten me up
And show what Im like inside Im stuck

Living alone I cant talk now
Alone with my thoughts now


Emotion, evolves by a nights end
Cant tell 'tween strangers and my friends
All out for self when theyre drunk like

Who am I to spoil their night?
Onto the next %#@! venue
@@#!tails and shames on the menu

What act will follow next?
Who else will lose respect?
Words going round that mean %#@!

High praise love in the morn dont feel it
Another lost secret
Fell to a drunk in a fight what a sequence

Of events for another mans feelings
Wont take part outside I am freezing
Alone I walk the long road

Going home, a lost soul.