Allow me to get lost in my pretentious well-being. The absence of you has made this life not worth living. My reckless actions have led you to deceive me. Maybe the sight of me dying will prevent you from leaving.

As I stand in the ruins, I wonder what you're doing. Was there ever one time when I crossed your mind? Please tell me. You are far more than perfect. You do not deserve this. We could make a new start. Please find it in your heart to forgive me.


My very existence is the birth of your anguish. My pulse brings forth to you inescapable hatred. I am deserving of this shame and affliction. The MALICE within me is a viral infection.


As I stand in the ruins, I wonder what you're doing. Was there ever one time when I crossed your mind? Please tell me. You are far more than perfect. You do not deserve this. We could make a new start. Please find it in your heart to forgive me.

... and if not, find someone who truly loves you, who can do the things that I couldn't do. And if he treats you wrong, he'll be right where he belongs. In hell with me.


As I stand in the ruins, I wonder what you're doing. Was there ever one time when I crossed your mind? Please tell me. You are far more than perfect. You do not deserve this. We could make a new start. Please find it in your heart to forgive me.