Today, I've come to think things will never change.
I'm so sick of how you make me feel,
But I'm not going to let you bring me down.

Not this time, again.
I don't care what you say,
Today I'm the selfish one.

I hate that I hate myself.
I'm preaching to the dead.
I'm so afraid of losing something I love

That I refuse to love anything at all.