Somewhere there in between
The dirty sex and the faded jeans
I caught a glimpse of a man that I used to be

It scared the living %#@! out of me
I must of ran that scam about a million times
Now I'll do it again just to prove to you that I can

So what.

What am I so guilty of?

Did I not listen or was there something I'm missing?
I think that my problem is I fall apart when
I start sweet and then get mean

Until I'm bored with everything
I can't stand that you're all so close to me
I am so afraid of what you'll see


I must of ran that scam about a million times
Now I'll do it again just to prove to you that I can

So what.
What am I so guilty of?
Did I not listen or was there something I'm missing?

I think that my problem is I fall apart when
I know that I said it, but I never meant it


I already jumped in
I already jumped right in
I gave myself a chance and I bought some time

I wrote a lot of words that say I'm fine
When they offered me a chance to $#&@ it up all again
I said I believe I could


So what.
What are you guilty if?

I $#&@ing panic when you're here