Verse 1:

Fourteen years before today I dreamed myself of something more

since I was four I knew great things for me somebody had in store


my dad looked at me his hand on my back to pat me so happy I had a family

as happy as any can be

Long story short what I saw, was not a reality


happy morphed into tragedy, family broke in catastrophe

daddy was sent packing, so family was then lacking

and so that began the acting of a braty-ass happening


My imagination to date, is a creation of a generation, 
of playing playstation, flippin' through stations

searchin' for inspiration to keep me patient 
as I wait on my hero's graces to bring me elevation

I hate wasting time, that's why I use mine wise
I'm up every hour of the night to figure out a rhyme


and I'm not even 5 miles close to getting signed

but I won't fall short of getting known before I die

that's why it might sound like I cry and whine,


but you don't understand the fuel that fires my desire

my dad is the reason that I inspire to spit fire

and build up and empire of people like me


so we can together fly higher than ever believed

steep loss of feathers so together we weep.

My dad loves his kids like no one, has ever witnessed


complete sacrifice for their lives, his only mission

long hours spent in the kitchen washin' dishes 
while my mom was in Las Vegas on a well-deserved vacation

$#&@ that


she leaves me scars beneath my skin, so deep you could all fit in

and to think that im part her kin

a wicked love that we shared


I felt stricken and scared I felt naked and bare

But still I'd taked in the air

This is the women who birthed me so tell me


Why does she hurt me and personally curse all the persons I put firstly

I yearn for her courtesy, mother won't you nourish me?

Mother won't you flourish with my father? That's my only dream


I'm eighteen now, but tell me how's it gonna be

When your daughter moves out the house and she's looking to me a spouse

Tell me


Do you even think about

The way I feel and how it pains me to even say this out loud?

I'm actin out now, I'm rappin' until I pass out


Pass me a towel cause' I'm out of this $#&@in trap house



Verse 2:


Although I've got some issues with my family

Without their offense to all my nonsense

I'd probably be lawless, I'd probably be Godless


Livin' on the streets usin' the cake that I can scrape

To purchase cocain and xannies 

You can hate me, for who I am and what I do,


But if I were you, I would save the hate and walk away

Cause' your words will not break me, or make me stray away

From the path that I have chose, repay those that gave my name


I know you feel the same, somehow, in some way

Cause' if you were me, you would wonder from where came all the distaste

Negativity will not stop me, my principles are Godly,


I take comfort in the fact knowing those that I love, got me.

Yes I can rap, as a matter of fact I practice

The fact is, this action out my mouth is that of class, this


Talent that I have is unmatched for who I am and the plan

Is to blast to the cap, and pass it back

You can laugh at, my attempts to flow like water,


But you're only as hot as your hoe, oh wait that's your daughter

I'm not startin' %#@!, just know that I got a lot of

Heart for what I do and for it, I would die a martyr




Verse 3:


I know they're gonna' talk some %#@!, but I won't give in

Cause' im not easily influenced

And I got my team,

gonna' make that green,

Gonna' flip that O,
gonna' make that dough,


Gonna' spare those hoes, gonna' wait on clothes

Pay no attention to the hate that comes and goes

From all the fake (*##$es you know


Do it for the hood and the kids who wish they could

Get it understood, it's the greater good

No doubt you should be hard as wood,

be loud in adulthood

If I shall walk in the valley of death I will not stop to catch my breath

Cause' the rest won't stop to rest their heads they want the gift that I possess

And I will stay strong and I will hang on to all of those that bang my songs

Don't care if they are gay or not long as they help me reach the top


Agree or not, this beat is hot, can't see my heat, please (*##$

This speech ain't cop'd I got it from my $#&@in top

I won't repeat what I just said, but I will try until I'm dead

I will try until the Lord decides its time for him to take my life

Reunite on the otherside, peace to all my friends


They're the ones I'm $#&@in with.