I never thought it was a big deal. You called again. Said you're not fine again
But I rushed over. Scared that it was a real suicide attempt
Popping a pill. Prescriptions in your blind event...but

Still awake enough to open up a noose and tie the end

What are you doing. What are you thinking. What is up with this impulsiveness

Your facing looking so green. You're not supposed to look like the Hulk and %#@!
Muscular on the outside. Now you got tears on your mouth
For the love of god. Untie the rope and sit here on the couch


What the hell went wrong. I want to know before they hear my account
Your insecurities can be secure without a beer to your doubts

It's more than that? There's more? I know you're so crushed and tattered
And goddammit I still care about you. So don't say that what you're feeling doesn't matter



I think it's sad how you had. So much. Potential
Never got your anger out. Bottle it up but it doesn't age fine like wine in a temple

I'm not surprised you became so resentful. Your thoughts became so detrimental
I couldn't even talk to you without having to remind you to not be stressful


Hard on me. Hard on yourself. Poor health on a struggling run
Take a deep breath. Refresh. Reject the hardships you've wanted to hunt
And nobody should ever come near you. I'mma tell them to not jump

Cuz after the night. I learned that even the toughest guys sometimes want to be hugged

And it doesn't matter what I feel. I'mma stay the same. Outside the drain

And I know you don't love me. But no one will ever take you or your proudness away
Ever again. I don't care if you ever try to start saving me...but
Over my dead body will someone do something that would take you away from me