I've been thinking to myself, yeah I do that a lot
Sometimes it helps, mostly does not
And I don't know what to say, and I can't hold my thoughts

Sometimes I'm happy, mostly I'm not
And now it's boxing me in, and it's pushing you away
By you I mean everyone, I used to say

I'm good I won't let it bother me
But now I'm alone and it's starting to get to me so I


Packed up all my things and I threw it all away
I won't let it bother me now get out of my way


Beautiful

When I was younger I had so many friends

Now as a man the numbers are thin
And I used to kiss every girl that I met
I wish I knew why it was so much easier then

Just to figure it out there's nothing I wouldn't give
I've taken my time; I let it sink in
But I keep coming back to where this whole thing began

It's not a surprise it just gets under my skin

Packed up all my things and I threw it all away

I won't let it bother me now get out of my way

Beautiful


I'm at my weakest laying with you
But knowing my weakness strengthens me too

Feeling you breathing, pulling me in
Is something I live for; lucky old man
I know that you want me and I won't let you in

But I'm keeping my guard up; you'll have to break in
You know I'll be waiting, a pen in my hand
Head in my lap I think I now understand


Packed up all my things and I threw it all away
I won't let it bother me now get out of my way