Out of ordinary perception
Mortal words appear animal
Obsessed: fixated on survival

Notions that languish in the folds

Inhuman worlds are shaken

A few timeless hours - outer inner realms
Directly apprehended, unconditionally
This experience is mine


Boredom - what's your excuse?
So shaped in the hearths our lives

Your eyes through others
For a beat out of time


You listen

Through fields of the world every night

The implacable voice of unreason
Of the same alien doubt
Enduring, demonic, human


Possessed


It speaks

Disturbs me

Open my eyes
Feel the absurd spectre


Examine
Thoughts of one's own death - of demise
That will not be mentioned


Fear - prepare to re-enter
Tectonic shifting sum

Fleeting
Fever reeling - turning higher


Persistence of false memory
Stare us into the deep dark void
Un-constricting reality

Fed on the ashes of what I thought was a lie

Fevered

Pre-scient illusion struggling
Infused with meaning beyond reach


Sublime the catharsis required
Feeding the illusion
Keep the mind away

From what mattered

Until there was no difference

Between laughter and weeping
Between the nodes of his chain
Of desperate moments

Between laughter and weeping
More real than the sun