No will to live, Dream, defy
Loathsome husk
Of what I thought I knew - shadow

A shell

Churned with dread - abject beast

Expunged, thrown

From Moloch passed down - spurious

Into a tomb of existence - delirious

Aching out for you

Always, always
Always been another
Slowly climb

Cycle into the spiral
From despair into mania
The end you'll never


I've achieved that high
Feeding the beasts of time

See through darkness shine

I'm boiling inside of you

With all my strength I struck
And felt the blow
Craving for life

Surging scheming

From birth until your death

Moloch turns fertile futile

Far too close to your contempt

Passed down, grotesque
What you hid so well


Legacy of the absent God
Founder abandoned
To the medium you'll grow


To kill for you
Always been - always been another

Part of you
Fantasy that you don't know
Reckless, reckless

Reckless

Find the answer to these prayers

Learn in the fire
Realising what was said
Edges me further

Moving on from where you failed
When you should have died