Tried talkin to god since I was knee high.//
Now I see why, I don't anymore... no replies..//
Lifes a (*##$ n then we die so ima $#&@ her til she creampies.//

Thru her levis cuz these eyes.//
Have Seen it all... this just the b side.//
For all the people thinkin that id fall, heres the peace sign.//

No pause button wish I could freeze time.//
The calm before the storm, when everything seemed fine.//
Mind over matter and I speak mine.//

But when your entire world does a flip n turns to %#@!, n theres no rewind.//
How do u deal wit such a problem well see im.//
Currently rellying on weed n bottles of cheap wine.//

Next morning shake it off confront it head on.//
Keep denyin it your dead wrong, by the end of the song.//
Ima show u how to take control of yourself, listen...//

This my story.... My way of livin.//

Hook:

On my darkest nights.//
I turn down all the lights.//
put on that certain song.//

And Right before the curtains drawn.//
... I feel revived... //
Music is my god, its half the reason im alive.//

The only thing that speaks to me the real me inside.//

Verse 2:

Whats the cost of life? Lets talk a price, im lookin at the stars n stripes.//
Freedom of speech? but no one listens to the bars I write.//
... pardon me Christ but My heart is ice.//

Where the $#&@ u been 27 years when it was hard to fight.//
on my darkest nights, music was there.//
I prayed n cried why god don't u even care?.//

My so called friends disappeared no room for u squares.//
...This musical chairs.//
Skys the limit, well good luck usin the stairs.//

Middle finger to world consider it a souvenir.//
Im elevating while your jealous hating, see u in hell im waitin.//
To meet the devil when I die, its gonna be a celebration.//

Im not a mental patient, but u think im quiet odd.//
cause I say music is my god.//
well I feel like yours isn't doin the right job.//

so u can sit n pray while im clickin play on my ipod.//