I chose the long hard path
I'm wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled

To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
I'm upon the suicide wall


Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now

All I've denied myself
Kill me
In the end you know I'll live again


Remember all those things that passed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way

I've fallen low before but now I'm there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear