Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you

I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by

Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
[Chorus x2:]

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again

Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

[Chorus x2]
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see

The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope

I never meant to be so cold
[Chorus x2]