Empty utterly cold inside
Lost in oceans of time
Blackened thoughts fill my days

Hatred fills my nights

Stuck in self loathing

Broken, crushed
The mirror shatters, reveals the past
I'm a frozen image, a memory in time


No feet to stand on
No wall to lean against


The same life re-lived time and time again
Dying per each lie unfold

Another empty bottle
Arms slit to the hilt
Scars reveal my tomorrow

Disease hidden underneath

Black gleam eye

My black gleam eye

Eating me like a cancer

Killing like a knife wound within
Infected with every breath
Feeding itself to keep me alive


Perpetuating lonesome loathing
Shows the loss of what I never owned

The screams of lifeless eyes are there
In every night, in every word