What have I done
To make You feel this way?
I gave You everything I have.

You took it all away.

Do I deserve the pain I feel

And this emptiness?
Am I alone? (where's my home?)
Are You still listening?


I can't afford to give You more.
This wasn't what I was looking for.

What will it take to make You understand?
I don't know if I can trust You.
It's getting harder just to love You.

What happened to Your so-called "perfect plan?"

Farther and farther away.

I find myself falling apart.
Deeper and deeper I sink.
Reaching for You, I'm reaching for You.


Carry me.
Bring me peace.


Asking questions still unanswered.
Please, oh God, give me a sign.

I feel as though I'm falling faster,
Carrying what isn't mine.
The questions asked have all been answered.

The blame I placed became my hell.
Left with nothing at the bottom
Of the hole I dug myself.


I blame myself.


Undeserving.
Ungrateful.


Please forgive me for all that I've done.
I'm defeated, a shameful son.
I have nothing to offer You.

I'm on my knees in front of You.
Take my life. Have it all.
Just give me grace and hear my call.


I'm sorry.