Verse 1
My voice is betraying me
Confidence seems to dissipate

Everyone's staring at me
Expecting to be blown away
Nerves controlling me

Getting internally irate
With everyone staring at me
It's hard to show capability


Chorus 1:
Why cant I close my eyes

and forget the world
and play just like I play
when i'm hidden away

Why cant I seize the day
Wanna be on stage
Playing like I play

when I'm hidden away

Verse 2

Walk a mile in my shoes
Disappointing myself and family
Most people don't have a clue

Judging my music and personality
So I do what most people do
Get a job and a home and that is that

People say 'what is wrong with you?
You're wasting your life away again


Chorus 2:
What am I supposed to do?
Every guy that helps me

only wants one thing because
they've been perving
Where am I supposed to go?

Performances are late
and its really not safe for a girl like me
to draw attention and all


Outro:
I don't want attention at all

I just want my music heard
An ironic conflict of interest.