I'm just a man
with no desire
i never thought that I would loose it all

It's too late to be afraid
it went to far and it changed my life


not the man I would be
if you were there I wouldn't be scared


I need to find out what I was looking for
'cause I never, I never understood
I'm sick and tired of lies and disgrace

so come on, I don't want you to stay
Now I know I'm awake



It all went wrong
when you came along

you gave me no choice, I had to pursue
I feel ashamed, I should have stayed
my anger wins again, live on


Anger burning inside
my hands are sealed and now it's for real


I need to find out what I was looking for
'cause I never, I never understood

I'm sick and tired of lies and disgrace
so come on, I don't want you to stay
Now i know I'm awake


Only seconds to go
almost there, and now I'm scared

and I want you to know

I need to find out what I was looking for

'cause I never, I never understood
I'm sick and tired of lies and disgrace
so come on, I don't want you to stay


It's nothing I would
And now it's over

Now i know I'm awake