Verse 1:

She strummin' on my heart like a guitar,

Got me sittin here cryin' like a $#&@in' !@$!,
Sippin' on that alcohol, and i get a text,
leavin' with a message, now I'm feelin' kinda perplexed.

Said she gone, she ain't ever comin' back,
she aint got no reason to, all her bags are fully packed,
one cigarette, and i'm down to my last pack,

fully stressed barely focused, am i gonna get her back,
what have I done, why can't I hold her down,
blaming my self for every reason she ain't around,

all around, hatin my $#&@in self,
go to the bathroom, see her perfume on the shelf,
pick it up, smell it for a second,

gotta straighten out my mind, cuz it's gettin' kinda hectic,
like metallica, nothin' else matters,
and the more i think about it, the more I get sadder, because



Verse 2:


Now im on some %#@!, and im feelin' dizzy,
havin' (*##$es over, tryin' to keep my heavy mind busy,

gettin' calls, gettin' texts but im too stressed,
ask god why i'm bein' put through this $#&@in test,
it's weighing heavy on my chest, gotta do my best,

bout ready to end it all, and take that really long rest,
but I know I gotta keep my head strong,
for my son I can't do wrong,

he's the one, that keeps my life sane,
from putting a $#&@in' 9 milli bullet in my brain,
emotion drained, gotta keep my mind right,

but i'm tossin' turnin, heart is burnin', all through the night.
If I could, I'd go back in time,
Fix things so I wouldn't make this rhyme,

but it's fine, doesn't matter what I want,
I'll keep to mine, while I light up this blunt, and say