Everytime you look at me I'm curious, like a cat who just found his first life.
Cause the sun will shine but shine on what?
I'd rather hide in the light than hide by myself in the dark.

Cause I see the same ghost collective everyday,
Everytime I take a look in the mirror
it haunts me,

And I can see clearer now that the sky is gray,
And you think I'm just going to stay this way.
The sun is going into the dark

In the celestrial body I'll be the chart to guide me
Back to the land of the living limbo is so unforgiving.


Cause I can move the heavens above.
I can trade my blood for gold,
And I can make it snow even when there's no cold,

And I can make you glow even if you don't wanna shine.
Cause I can remember the good times we had.
When you slept next to me it was a monument in the sheets.

I still remenice so nostalgically like an old man would but
I knowyou're gone for good.


You'll stick like soft sex and the smell of cigarettes.
You can confess yourself to the gods
In THE heavens and I'll rearrange the constellations

That's got to be a heavy chore.
But I"D do it all for you
I'd go to the end of the $#&@ing world

But now you're with someone who doesn't
$#&@ing care for you.
And I'd rather give away than stay and give in to the given

I'm evading wasting away all the purity corruptions taking.

Cause in the dark of.

In the time that we nievely wished away
If I could go back you know
I Wouldn't cause I meant everything

I Said and you clearly didn't.
So it must be a good excuse to put up with the abuse.
You've got a baby I've got a maybe

maybe we weren't meant to be and you don't take me and I won't take control.
Flower child wilted and died in the frost bitten cold,
But I can remember the good times we had

like sneaking into your window man that was so $#&@ing rad.
Listen to me I sound just like a school
boy with a crush but grownups call it infatuation.

But this lessens as its snuffed into the worst ways we hated
and if i took my time maybe I'd adapt. Living house to house trying to reject but I don't care I won't listen
I know what's good for me this is my fate and I accept it as fate! this is my choice! to wear this mask

to display this voice to say what I don't really mean and if you're looking for sincerity well I lied.