This little runaway
Against the golden cusp
She screams words of distrust

To tease me as the motor turns to thrust
Her skin the tone of rust
Her eyes burning with lust


I pray in disbelief this day be done
Little switchblade sister dreaming of guns

Your courage of disease, it's strengthening me
Oh, I'll pull the trigger hun, oh girl, and watch it blow up


All this I have wanted and more, but while I live in the black
I wish the past would come take it back
So I can start it all over


All this I have pushed to endure just to find out it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

This burden's mine alone

This world will never know
As I live with it in tow


All this I have wanted and more, but while I live in the black
I wish the past would come take it back
So I can start it all over


All this I have pushed to endure just to find out it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

Oh, I need a break from these random reality shifts

And mood swings

All good boys run home to mommy

But you're not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give 'em hell buddy

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Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess, oh oh oh


All this I have wanted and more, but while I live in the black
I wish the past would come take it back

So I can start it all over

All this I have pushed to endure just to find out it's breaking me

Disgustingly fit into unhappily with the absolute questions

I can't find the answers to this life

I can't find the answers to

I don't think there are any when there is just nothing

I don't think there are any when there is just nothing
Hold on to what you have never let go
Find out what happens in the truth blow below

Oh I think I made a mess, I made a mess