Verse 1
I've a dangerous disease I get so distressed
(I get so distressed)


From making myself small looking out at the rest
(leaves little room for rest)


You see the competition vibration motivatin' me has got a weight up upon my chest


and I'm tired.....

Verse 2

When are learned when we are young not to drop the ball
(I've been pushing this way since I was very small)


We are learned if we do, could lose it all
(But you learn to push past what you feel... don't fall)


Until your waking up 8,9 days a week with your back up against a wall
...I'm tired


Bridge
But maybe today I don't push it away, I'm a go to my struggle, I'm a go to my pain
Go to the anger of the over-ride

You can try to numb it there's no where to hide...I've tried

Chorus:

You see the pain is clearly a symptom of the times
A symptom that has me sensing something's dying
If it's the crazy way I create my life, I'm fine


Cause I'm tired, I'm done.....makes more room for the new to come :)


Verse 3
And ain't nothin' been troublin' me more then my family wounds...
Ain't nothin' been troublin' you more than your own brother hatin' you

But he hates himself, (like we all do sometimes) I know the deal
But that doesn't mean there ain't a hella whole lotta pain to feel


Bridge
But maybe today I don't push it away, I'm a go to my struggle, I'm a go to my pain
Go to the strain of the separation

From me, my substance, my family and everyone



Break down, extended bridge

(left ear)

Go to the pain, Go to the pain, Go to the pain, Go to the pain, Go to the pain, Go to the pain,.... If I have to say it over and over and over again

(right ear)

I love it when you talk like that
I love it when you speak that way
Something about the way you spark those sounds within in words....gives it some real feeling



Chorus:

It's simply another symptom of the times... (you don't have to get in your car)
A symptom that has me sensing something's dying.. (you don't have to go very far)
If it's the crazy way I create my life, I'm fine ...(just go to the pain)


And I'm tired....