Feeling,
My world come crashing down.
Seeing,

My life spin inside out.
A cry for help,
But all in vain.

Nobody 'round,
Tryin' to stay sane.
Feeling the saddness

Of past friends who died.
Feeling al alone
With no reasons why.


I never saw it coming.
I never saw it creeping.

I never saw it's shadow
Around the corners sneaking.
Now it's a fight for dear life

Gasping each and every breath.
Never had i ever thought
I'd be face to face with death.


Trying,
To feel my way around.

Buying,
Some time to get around.
Can't help but think,

What would've been.
If i didn't sign up,
If i didn't join in.

Now i'll never be the same
!@%& damaged
From the waist to the brain.