[Verse 1]
I'm following footsteps to get the world on my shoulders
but we keep getting stopped by brick walls and boulders

and I can't stop dreaming
I want the spotlight and the fans screaming
stuck inside this mic was a demon

you'd be surprised what your eyes been seeing
get me a studio session
to make jaws drop on the first impresson

you should know who I am, no ID, no question
if you asking me where I get my style from, why should I even mention?
It's reality off the dome in my 4th dimension

and it was only a couple months ago i started feeling numb
to take away the pain I started sipping rum
try to keep happy for others, but still jealous at some

If I wrote this letter to my mother, tears would come
cause i'm tired of having no money and sittin at home like a bum
God take me out the the dark to where it's bright and sunny,

I just want this pain to be done
tryin to get my dream, but haters tryin to kill it with a gun


[Hook]

[Verse 2]

I rub my eyes so much, they pressure to my skull
it's the only way I keep myself sane from bouncing off the wall
goin desperate measures, give a pharmacist a call

cause if my dad couldn't keep promises, nothing needs to be said at all
feeling so sick, I'm puking out my thoughts
vertically cut my wrist till the fleshin rots

then feed it to the mother$#&@ers that tied me up in knots
cause they say words are like bullets and I've taken too many shots
so I wonder how many mother$#&@ers hate me

and I wonder how many of my true friends would just forget about it and click the safety
follow me and see what you've seen
but if you wanna be a witness, make sure your eyes are clean

I decided I want to stay abit longer
cause I know I can keep my mental mind stronger
and if I'm already going to hell

I should enjoy the ride, I might as well
I know I been on the low
but I should stick around and I'll grow

I see my life like a television, but never an end to the show
but a sitcon without a purpose is worthless
I have nothin to say to hurt you

so I gotta say what is virtue
but I only have the pain that I refer to