Lemme go HAM, as soon as this starts,
I'm not worried bout the charts,
I go in like it's dark,

I don't even have a curfew,
So rapping's what I pursue,
I'm not a little kid,

Man all these other squares, I knock them off the grid,
Now listen to this %#@!,
I could be amazing and you'd still hating,

If you think it bothers me, then you're highly mistaking,
I do this all for me, there is no invading,
You can't roam my thoughts,

You can't see who I lost,
You don't know who I am,
Or how I was taught,

So don't make $$#umptions,
You don't know how I function,
You think that i'm lucky?!

I don't have any charms,
I'm going off like alarms,
I'm about to blow up, now this bomb has been armed!

Here comes explosion,
I'm trynna get my grind down, I call this erosion,
It's like I'm overdosing, on my own potion,

I'm showing no emotion cause I feel like I'm frozen,
I hope you get the notion that I truly feel hopeless,
But I'm also hoping, that i keep this focus,

And I need one moment to be noticed,
Otherwise, my dreams will be broken,
I'm lost in a nightmare,

Now get me to reality,
It's like I'm right there,
At the end of a balcony,

I hope i don't fall,
I need to stay steady,
It's like I got the call,

I know that I'm ready,
I need to get better,
I'm starting from the top, like im on a header,

This is my adventure,
I'm willing to go through it,
I do this for the music,

I'm just on a "beat", they call this "abusive",
My hopes are illusive,
I need to make it somewhere,

There's nothing to compare,
To the feelings that I bare,
Instead of promotion, I just made a prayer,

I feel like I'm blinded, but I don't see a flare,
So I keep trying,
From the work I'm applying,

To the steps that I'm climbing,
I hope that im rising,
Its not about the rhyming,

Yeah I'm surviving, but thats cause in striving,
Maybe ill be famous, but it just feels aimless,
Theres too many changes,

I'm trying to adapt,
I gotta keep intact,
It's hard to hold together,

This is all about my effort,
I feel under pressure