Looks like I'm flying
But I'm crawling slowly
I learn the way to swim

Is just to let it go
Don't expect nothing
Don't smile or grieve no more

Except maybe a little more pain
And a little more closely
To the big white door


First time I saw it
My fear ran wild

Screaming like a drowning man
Crying like a child
But each time I lashed out

It was a little closer than before
Then it rose up like a giant
The screaming silence

Of that big white door

Now I'm gliding on the fast flow

Now I'm falling through the air
Seems like everything is moving slowly
Now I find I don't seem to care

A little closer
A little darker
'Til there's nothing else no more

Just the universe in shadow
Of the big, big white door...