Verse 1)
- So full of %#@!, you say you love me
- your friends hate me, and infront of them you wont hug me

- What goes on in my head, i say you don't give a $#&@
- What's said in the bed, i say i love you so much
- Do i really mean it? Cause I'm starting to doubt us

- cause this is the 8th time, we $#&@ed up
- I'm ready for something that'll last forever
- Your feelings change, just like the weather

- at any given time, im expecting you to leave
- we used to be a team, now we're like the last scene
- to a bad ending movie, no happy ending

- whenever we break apart, I'm there for mending
- we been at this for a year, and you say you're different
- but when it comes down to plans, you still blow me off last minute

- and you still don't seem to be 100% happy with me
- but when im gone, by the second week you always hit me...
- up, writing these essay messages to me

- Like " I love you and you mean so much to me"
- and of course i reply, i can't just ignore you
- i dont have the hear to... emotionally destroy you

- but when i'm fed up mad, i really wish i did
- and when i'm glad, i wish we had kids
- seems like maybe i have mixed emotions too

- we're supposed to be one, but we're two
- cause of your (*##$ friends, your mom and dad hate me
- To this day, they wish you would never date me

- I'm just so $#&@ing pissed, wish i had it like before
- When i could.. walk the hallways with you without looking back n forth
- As I'm walking to your locker, some guys walking to ya

- This never happened before now, they're talking to ya
- hey, can you please tell me why I'm still here?
- I can't take no more, so finish me right here

- The %#@! i go through for you, no one else would
- You say I'm the best, yet i feel like im not good...
- enough for ya, i send a verse and my poetry just bores ya

- Cause you.. simply don't understand it
- these feelings i hold, i could never land it
- You don't do much for me, you just destroy me

- I ask for a couple favors, and you avoid thee
- Any minute, I'm expecting you to leave
- But without your love in my life, i can't breathe

- so much anger in Chris, all bottled up
- I'm not used to this, friends say " suck it up"
- Will i be able to go through this till the end of the year?

- Or should i say $#&@ it and end this %#@! right here?