is how i feel, right?
it's only me right
its like


i was 15 of virginia ^!$$% with ambition
young but i envisioned $#&@in them bad b*tches

live my life with no regret
i try to show respect but you don't give it i guess you don't understand when
it might take me a life time to take it back

and it might take you a life time to know the facts yeah
just 'cause different don't mean we distant
And if you kill a man ain't no way to bring it back

yeah they say its mind over matter
but what we're livin for what really matters
some ^!$$% with silver spoons on the platter

and other ^!$$% is doomed just for disaster
all alone sleeping in my bedroom
as i wet the sheets mama is gonna be dead soon

'cause a man beat her, but he don't realize
she important to this family like a f*cking air..
yeah a ^!$$% still found his way out

record deal came a ^!$$% played out
my mama livin good, she takin days out
the same boy all that hard work payed out

five hundred racks for an hr show
but aint gon neva do a 60 minutes interview..
'cause all you wanna do is switch my words up

and all i wanna do is flip my birds up
kind of tipsy of that red rum murda
i'm singing $$# ^!$$% know you heard of

me, every day my click stuntin
^!$$%s talking down but i'ma make em pick them words up
i done said all i had to say what else

@@#!s suckers low blowin under my belt
yeah they hangin from the tip
they tryna get a sip dont let em get a grip..

i'm pissing under myself
19 a ^!$$% went through a tragedy
3 years and ^!$$% just found a better me

yeah you might find another lover,
but you always started with breezy like the letter b
nightmares full of haunting

thinking do i really like this star %#@! huh
because fame aint freedom and this diamond chain only mean they hold you high stich
now i got a lot of offers telling me that the way they closing they wanna be my sponsor

but when a ^!$$% fall off again they gonna be like awful
and then they go and smile up in your face just like awesome
great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate

i guess that's why this war on drugs is the debate
so ima keep on livin my life from day to day
learn from my mistakes