Are these tears flowing
Does this mean i'm free
Free to clot in the space between holiness and peace

Does this mean I'm free from my obsessions with sugar and protein
Does this mean I can stop the daydreams of cutting our names into my skin
I'm saturated, but I can't complain

But i'll still kill myself, almost every day.
Is this comfortable
Can I finally sleep

And ignore the lonely in your eyes as it sharpens its teeth
Can I sleep through the bitter thoughts of bright lights and methamphetamines
You said I worry too much, but baby I can't seem to worry enough

So i'm shaking my skin suit off, i'm pressed against black walls by black dogs
Black cats cross my path
but i've got no more bad luck left, and this scares me

And if I could harness the skin of every butterfly in my stomach
I would stitch it all together, float away like a feather
holding the arm of an angel

Take me like a drug
I'm saturated, but I can't complain.
But i'll still kill myself, almost every day.

Kill myself.
Are these tears flowing? Does this mean i'm free
Free to clot in the space between holiness and peace?

Does this mean i'm free my obsessions with sugar and protein?
Does this mean I can stop the daydreams of of cutting our names into my skin
Nothing else matters, so long as you love me.

Nothing else matters, now the world loves me.
Nothing else matters. so long as you love me.
Nothing else matters, just say that you love me.

Not the tears or the blood or the### or the sweat.
Nor the other men, so perfect in every single way.
Nothing else matters, if you promise you love me