Verse 1 -
I jot it down drinking coffee ready to be ripping honestly
But I keep it kinda mellow and let the beat just rock me

Talk to me properly, don't sit there and $#&@in' mock me
Go behind my back talking like your gonna body me


Man I got a million different thoughts all pouring in at once
Friendships I'm killing em off cause the story's all $#&@ed
Think what you want, but I don't need your respect or sympathy

Cause I battle through the shadows when life starts to get %#@!ty

I'm getting higher than mountains cause life's too short

It's funny i'd rather live in the country then live life in New York
It's disgusting there judging trying to tear up my mind too the core
Music I use this to get the stress off my mind more


I'm causing conflict constant but I carry it to my coffin
Caution I'm a problem they gotta burry me to stop him

Too often I've fallen but they can't remember the forgotten
I always put my all in but this has gotta be rock bottom


Hook-
Kill my dreams, try to kill the melody in my mind
Claim to be realer than me when I'm ready to rise

Such a perfect person couldn't find the energy to climb
Stuck deserted searching cause they feel empty inside