Remember

The darkest thoughts

The fear
The horrors in the back of your mind
Those moments

When all you wanted was to gouge all their eyes out
So that you could have your moment of solace


All alone
your own best friend again
Surrounded by the faceless vultures

Yet in a fortress of
Solitude


Carve out my heart
And serve in on a golden plate
That was my happiness fading away to nothing

All the joy
All those happy times
Mean nothing now

Just lost in a sea of blood and deceit

And now I stand before these gates

Of what men call paradise
Lost in an ocean of memories
All clawing at my eyes


What have i become?
A book written in my own $#&@ing blood

Seen together with my own lifeline
Looking through the pages as if they were glass
Except for one

The present

The darkest day

Is finally over
The darkest day
Is finally over

Rest now my fragile ego
I'll break you again tomorrow


The darkest day
Is finally over
The darkest day

Is finally over
Rest now my fragile ego
I'll break you again tomorrow


Awaken
The memories you can never wash away

Awaken
These memories you can never lay down


From the pain
Numb
Dare look at me now