I swear to end this
I swear to end this now
I fade away, stacking day upon every $#&@ing day

I've lost myself in the blood of heavy $#&@ing April rains
Mistakes are made, regret the weight
Regret, this weight hangs one foot in the $#&@ing grave.

My back, a lifelong scaring. It never $#&@ing heals.
Through the sores of imbedded $#&@ing knives
I suffer every day just to deal

My back, a lifelong scaring. It never $#&@ing heals.
Through the sores of imbedded $#&@ing knives
I suffer everyday just to deal

I swear to end this now
Back pocket full of broken hearts and I don't feel a $#&@ing thing
I've tried to she'd this mark but I just can't shake it's $#&@ing stain

The Shards of this cut through this longing wrist
The shards of a broken heart cut through this longing wrist
I suffer everyday just to deal

I suffer everyday just to deal
I'm fighting everyday just to feel