- I hope when i die i just hope for the best
- Taking off this mother$#&@ing burden off my chest
- A bullet proof vest but it still went through

- Just tried to be a soldier didnt know what to do
- My lifes been difficult i hope i'd do well
- Struggling to pay life was just a living hell

- Resorted to steal eventually i went to crime
- Locked up and %#@!, thats where i learnt to write my rhyme
- When i was locked up i thought that if i just died

- I'd have my baby momma with me up in heaven by my side
- Would my friends cry, would they talk about me, i highly doubt it mother$#&@ers did this %#@! without me
- No one needs to love me im a worthless piece of %#@!

- A good for nothing mother$#&@er i just cant admit
- This suicidal thought its just $#&@ing up my soul, sixteen years old already living in a hole
- Just wanna $#&@ing leave and not come back

- Getting all my stuff in a massive back pack
- I swear if i passed no one would give a $#&@, and if i survived it was just probably luck
- Should i die off a bullet people pull the trigger

- Might as well just do it, lifes not getting any bigger
- If god hears me i dont know what he'll do
- Just end my life, i wanna be up in heaven too

- I thank the lord for giving me a life, unfortunately there was just too much strife
- My wife and kids, the gone they separated from me
- They made that decision, i should just let it be

- And hopefully, they're not depressed
- And hopefully they'll be okay when i lay down to rest...