Sometimes I wonder torn between my heart,
Torn between my heart and my mind.
And I feel my body to see if I'm in,

If I'm in tune with what I find.
But I don't know how to feel.
And I don't know what to feel,

Anymore.

Anymore.


Wanna be the decision-cision
Kill free things. I feel a difference inside.

I'm a boy who's so sick of searching.
Maybe there's a heaven nearby.
So should I let these thoughts out,

Or should I let you in?
Its so easy to be alone.
Look within.

Will I find home?

I just don't know

How to feel.

Feel

How to feel
How to feel
Feel


Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here,
Like I am stuck here and can't move.

I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colors.
The warmth it blinds the truth.
But I don't know how to feel, don't.

And I don't know what to feel anymore.

I keep on hurting myself.

Tearing off the skin, I let it burn at the touch.
What I've lived, what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts.

When we have something inside that no mother$#&@er will touch.
No I won't think like you.
If I did what am I trying to prove?


I just don't know...
I just don't know how to feel.

I just don't know what to feel anymore.