I feel the knife is cutting slow
I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly
I feel like I am letting go

I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me

I feel like you deserve to know

I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me
That I'll get you high and leave you low
But I have no shame in pleading guilty


I damage like a savage
Ruin beauty as I ravage

Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage


My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in

Start over just to $#&@ up again

I $#&@ed up again; I opened a wound

Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I $#&@ed us again; I killed our love true
Tore our world apart and only hurt you


My head is filled with disease
I told you; you were warned from the $#&@ing start

My heart is black and empty
I told you when our love died, it's my fault


My body is cold and bleeding
And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done
Without you here with me

I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won

I damage like a savage

Ruin beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage


My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend

I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to $#&@ up again


I $#&@ed up again; I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I $#&@ed us again; I killed our love true

Tore our world apart and only hurt you

Damaged from no recovery

My pain burned into your memory
I'm drowning in a sea of misery
Will anyone come and save me?


I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go

I feel like you deserve to know
That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low


I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go
I feel like you deserve to know

That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low