Verse 1:

Let me take you through a trip inside my mind and see what we find

You can tell me anything, please I just want a sign
I'm tired of living like this, like it's only me
And though I give my all, why is nothing what I see?

I'll be honest, I don't know who I am
I question everything I do, it's never can always can't
Zero confidence at times so I sit down and make rhymes

About the life I wish I had and how I miss all the signs
Right in front of me, screaming at me, calling for attention
But I'm just the quiet kid nobody bothers or mentions

Lost in an artificial world into a state of depression
Feeling the grief and the regret of being used to rejection
I was always on the bench, I belonged on the sideline

A life without hope, no instructions or guidelines
To follow, I want to accomplish things in my lifetime
I'm tired of always lying to people saying that I'm fine


Chorus (x2):


All this pain in my heart, sorrow in my soul
All the mistakes I have made and I can't control
I just remember keep hope alive and hold on

You can make it through the day, homie, stay strong

Verse 2:


Tears running down your face, you feeling like it's for you
This is the last time, I promise, no more I am done with you

Don't want to see you anymore, just get out of my life
I try and try again but I can't seem to get it right
And I fight, and I might, show me the way to the light

Cause it's like I am nothing, gotta help me through this night
One time, be there beside me so you can guide me
Blind me away, I don't want anyone here to find me

Man stop, why you feeling sorry about your condition
When there's people who'd do anything for what you have been given
If you'd listen instead of blindly following your decisions

You'd be living in a world surrounded by your life's ambition
And I'm speaking not for you but everyone in your position
And I'm feeling like too many people place all these restrictions

On their abilities, like their never driven, dedication
Deciding determination, occasional motivation


Chorus(x2)

Verse 3:


I can't sleep, never can, I got insomnia
Worrying about everything, I'm Mr. Hypochondria

To people that I know and the people that I meet
No matter what I try to do, my life is incomplete
I heard this quote from a man contemplating and he said

You got all the time to sleep when your time is up you're dead
I guess I took it too literal, verbatim and precise
I'm taking every risk in life, play the cards and roll the dice

Not gambling, I'm rambling I guess a little bit
The pieces to the puzzle don't fit, the biggest hypocrite
I will never quit, no hesitation in my system

Until you find me down on the floor with a symptom
That you never saw coming, I always see you running
Away from your problems, it's not gonna solve 'em

Neither is therapy, create your own legacy
You control the world around you, living opportunities


Rome:

So let's see what cards you play today

But I bet I already know cause I see right through your empty face
Step up to me, and I'll put you in your place
And in the end, there will be no more sinful dreams to chase

It was you, that stopped us from what we wanted to be
You never had what it took, you were always to blind to see
What type of potential that we had, but never set free

I'm so sick of others being in the way of my dreams
I'm so tired of all the lies, all the tries, all I hear is screams
Just take it away from me, I just want to be free
I changed my life to be the best that I can be
And I promise you nobody will ever ever stop me

Cause I have Christ, and with Christ, try to fight me
I used to be so weak, but redemption is what I seek
And I'm on my winning streak
You will never see me as the person I was before, not even a peek mayne


Chorus (x2)