Verse 1
my mind is lost in the land of the hate
I can never see my presence and I can never feel my fate

Just wait cause in this world the goal is unobtainable
Creatable my mind is just a victim of the state of old
From all the standards of people who demand us

Im a victim of the past but the wisdom of the valid
And ive been blessed with the gift to bring fortunes untold
my rise from the streets to me is unexplainable

some call it gifted but to me Im still conflicted
how can some have everything while others are dying victims
we claim care but we strip people of the tools to live

we claim peace as we walk on the backs of the dead
I don't see an ending to the suffering and pain
As death lurks in the shadows behind everything

People live for their jewels and all that stupid %#@!
Just so they can hang a piece of metal on their $#&@ing neck


Refrain
This life I live has never man has never been the best to me
Its stressing me its blessing me I am my own worst enemy

And I just want to go back into days of my past
When I had no cares and everyone one I lost was back


Verse 2
Weve all seen destruction at the hands of lawlessness
My life is just a product of my actions and consciousness

And Im convinced that if I take an action to oppose
That Im might change the reality that has been imposed
so difficult though I know that's can show

cuz people set up in their ways its hard to change them though
everyone think they right and then they just don't understand
that the worlds $#&@ed up and everyone ain't perfect man

we justify the way we live as we breed new hate
we see people dying on the streets and call it fate
I feel lost but there has to be an option

I must stand out and be another voice for the forgotten
And I cannot believe it I just got to know the reason
Why this worlds so $#&@ed up and its like no one else can see it

Have you been deceiving yourselves into not feeling
You call those with power people but I tend to call them demons



This life I live has never man has never been the best to me
Its stressing me its blessing me I am my own worst enemy

And I just want to go back into days of my past
When I had no cares and everyone one I lost was back