I feel it right at the heart of me
And it grips me physically


Dragging down so far below
And it's a violent vertigo


Digging it in like a parasite
Feeding off what I keep inside


Manifest when I'm throwing trust
To the cold and the nebulous


Something's changing
Re-arranging me
Just beginning

My own surgery

I'll cut away everything

And tear away everything

Confining

Defining

I'll cut away everything

And tear away everything

And I'll escape myself


I cast off what it means to be
Ruled by the happening


Moving past the experience
Never dwell on the evidence


Breaking it off of the identity
I come and kill it when I contravene


I'm dissolving all of this
In the full metamorphosis


Something's changing
Re-arranging me

Amputating
What I no longer need