I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a @@#!roach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a !@$^o feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?

And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space



Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you



I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so $#&@ing far away that I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind








Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you



And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
'Til I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling "make it go away"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?"



Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.