Oh lord please forgive me for what I'm about to do
I'm running on empty and my options are few
You know that I did the best that I can

But I've done hit rock bottom my time is at hand

Because I lost my job

My bills are getting bigger
Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit I ain't got a penny

My woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job cause I'm too **** up
Dhs bout to take my kids

Tryin' to get well keep getting sicker
Sittin' in the parking lot my finger on the trigger


You know I never meant to hurt anyone
And I'll face the consequences for everything I've done
And lord sometimes I wonder if your even there

'Cause my burden is back-breaking and it's all that I can bear

Because I lost my job

My bills are getting bigger
Cryin' baby bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit I ain't got a penny


My woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job cause I'm too **** up

Dhs bout to take my kids
Tryin' to get well keep getting sicker
Sittin' in the parking lot my finger on the trigger